How far would you go to be taken off of child support? Would you go as far as taking your child from his mother for no good reason?
I realize the title is a rough. Its cold evil, raw, hardcore, unedited, unfiltered and there’s no finesse about it. But what it really is, is straight forward-no chaser. It causes more than a mental abrasion when it crosses your mind- perhaps it punctured the place of peace, where you keep your truths hidden. It’s about as salty as it comes. The suggestive question-answer I provided is not overstated. It’s real. Its so real, it brings out your true emotion and you are probably feeling some way about me even saying it. It’s the elephant in the rooms for discussion of truths. And for so many, the “Red Pill”; so beautifully defined as: the choice of embracing the sometimes painful truth of reality.
Now this is the part where you get to wipe the disquieted look off of your face that the introspective title/question put in your head- because fortunately- you only had to imagine it. I have to live it.
I call a lie an expensive possession. Why? Because those who tell them, purchase them with their soul. It cost them royally to keep it. It cost financially, spiritually, emotionally and mentally. Lies are high maintenance. It can destroy you like any other drug of choice once it becomes your addiction and your crutch. When your lie tells you that you will feel better telling it, get better results, win, be on top, ahead of the game; your lie may as well be put in a pipe and smoked. Chop it up, put it over fire and inject into your veins because that is where it begins to resonate. It is now your ball and chain.
Scenario: So she decided to have her child against your wishes for her to abort the fetus. She still decided to have her child against the slanderous statements from you such as: she must want child support. So you imply that she won’t get it from you and you tell her that she will be poor, and that no one will want her because she is a single mother and used goods. She decided that if it was your choice to be an absent father, she would still continue living.
This disturbed you, because your original plan for her was not coming to fruition. She was carrying on without you. You thought she couldn’t do it if she didn’t receive any financial assistance from you. You thought she would fall off the face of the earth, esteem-less, be alone and vulnerable to your control.
When you ran out of blue pills, at the bottom of the bottle; you found a red pill. You began to realize that you have a child out here who will grow up to be the best without you. You couldn’t take that reality either. The fact that you would have no credit in raising that child. Instead if digesting the red pill with a positive chaser- it made you sick. You regurgitated it, but the residue of the truth caused you to morph into a being that possessed demonic intentions and motives. You began to resent her for being strong enough to move on and provide for her child. Your plan was not working.
You decide to establish custody- the first step in your ultimate plan to take her child slowly. You documented the first, of a series of detrimental lies- through a court system. As a default, you were placed on child support to your surprise. You were upset about the amount you would now have to give the woman who you told only wanted child support, would be poor and single.
6 month pass- during this time and you don’t take full advantage of the visitation schedule- you don’t see your child when you are supposed to. Of course, because it was never really about being a father to the child.
In that 6 months, the devil on your left shoulder reminded you that you would have a tax break If you claimed a child. So you Pursue her, asking if you can claim your child on taxes. Although you did nothing for the child in the first year of his life, not even as much as a onesie-you asked to claim him on your taxes after a year. Although you abandoned him the first 8 months of his life you ask to claim him on your taxes. When the devised plan fails and instead of you seeing anything from your taxes, it was garnished for back pay. This was the premises by which you sold your soul. When you sold your soul, you lost your mind. Everything at that point became mission: Destroy the mother-Take the child. In military: invade the camp, acquire a hostage.
You consulted with the devil and he told you that the only way to do this is to began telling lies. He said,